Diary n Blogging

i used to write diary... i stopped it once i left home.. some 10 years now..
now i am blogging.. i guess blogging ca never replace diary... as everybody can read it.. and the sacredness of diary can never be maintained...
so honestly i am not sure where to draw the line when i blog... coz privacy is essential part of human being and even more so with me...

as everybody else, i am not entirely satisfied with my life.. like everybody i want a rocking life.. like everybody i am not having it... i guess that is the reason why we love superheroes or even on screen heroes... a lot of research is done on that.. so no new insight really...
but what is often not said is that how extremely dissatisfied we are with ourselves.. how wildly we dream to be someone else.. and most importantly, how conveniently and carefully we ignore this thing..
i guess very few people introspect regularly and even when they do... they conveniently they avoid this aspect.. we are not even true to ourselves...
i guess we dont want to bring negativity and therefore we avoid this, which to an extent is fair... but however we avoid it... we cant change is.. the art is accepting it and still be happy wid life...
easier said than done though..

Hemant Tirthani

i was just giong thru various discussions in my new company... they were just discussing about stopping a scheme and there was a point of view that it might cause a huge loss in sales...
i was also going thru certain brands and a few things came up..
Fair & Lovely has stopped the production of its regular cream and launched 4-5 variants. It was doing extrememly well, still they took a decision which, just in case, backfires... will cause a loss of 100-200crores of sales...
and i was just wondering that if i were the Brand Manager.. would i have the guts or rather the conviction of taking such an action??i dont have that guts at least today....hope i will be able to do such things sooner than later..

Hemant Tirthani

Intro

Hi!!

this is my first blog ever... i mean i ve been participating in various communities.. but i guess blogging is slightly different..
i might be late to join the bandwagon... but as the saying goes-better late than never....

let me first introduce myself... my name-Hemant Tirthani... i was born and brought up in hardwar with my parents... who are still the most important thing in life.. but i may not be spending much time with them... and i like it tat way as well...
i have moved around a bit in india.. and stayed in places.. including.. delhi, meerut, banaras, bihar, mumbai, chandigarh and presently in Kolkata... though i ve been to pune, banglore punjab etc.. and hope to settle in mumbai...

like anybody else.. or maybe more than others.. i ve changed quite a bit over a period of time... like i hated studies all my life, when i was studying... now i try to read a bit... i got angry often during my teens and early tweens... but now its difficult to remember when i got angry last... though i still manage to pick fights...

i have always been soft-spoken... so much so that people cant hear me unless they are attentive.. and i have always been slightly built.. never have been the sporty kinds.. i live sports, but just watching and maybe analysing.. but playing is a different thing... i love playing as well but i was never good at it..

but the most important thing that has changed is the realisation that i want to learn more.. know more.. experiment more... and that too personally...

and that is how the title come... In Search...
i am in search of truth.. in search of excellence.. in search of understanding different perspective.. in search of knowing life...

Enough to begin..

will blog later

hemant tirthani